Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Six days to go and....
apparently someone desires for me to fail! I walked in this morning and there was some type of dessert on the table that someone's child made. No worries there because I don't eat everyone's cooking and it had coconut in it. However, a few minutes later someone brought in a birthday cake at 9:30am! Did you all know that birthday cake is one of my favorite desserts?! Now, no one has brought anything in here in the past 15 days so what's going on? Are they trying to sabotage me in my last days of sacrifice?! Probably not but I need to be dramatic because my feelings are hurt because I want cake! I'm not going to have it but I can shout that I want it! As I think about my current predicament, I believe that recently I have been seriously focused on the things that I'm petitioning God for and it's made this fast a lot easier for me. So could it be that I'm doing something right and the enemy is trying to divert my attentions? In that regard he can keep trying because I feel as though God is really doing something in my life and I'm not messing that up for nothing. SO at the end of my complaint I have a praise in my heart for God and I gotta get it out! (churchy) I pray that you are all doing well and staying strong.
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Hang in there Churchy! lol Seriously, it's good to hear that you are doing well. I had a challenge today when I walked with some co-workers to another building. They stopped at Au Bon Pain on the way for muffins and cookies. My co-worker was treating, but I resisted. It smelled SO good in there! Only a few more days to go and I am feeling good about this whole experience. It has been a challenge, but such a blessing as well.
I am glad you are doing well too.
I'm glad you did the right thing. I'm with you in the cake love department so I know that was especially rough!
This fast has definitely been tougher than I thought but I'm really glad I committed to it. Things have been a lot clearer since I started. And as an added bonus, I'm down almost 6 pounds. You know what that means...its getting closer to the Gideon release and ever since Kirk Franklin showed we can take off our shirts in gospel videos, it's on! lol
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....YOU ARE CRAZY FOR REAL!
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